EXCLUSIVE CLIP: Chiquis Rivera Opens Up About How She's Dealing With Her Mom's Death Four Years Later

Chiquis Rivera is still coping with her famous mother's death. 

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Jenni Rivera died four years ago on December 9 in a horrible plane crash that left her and six other people dead. The impact of the crash was so severe that it's believed the plane went down in a nose dive killing her instantly. La Diva de la Banda was laid to rest on December 31, 2012 at All Souls Cemetery in Long Beach, California. In this exclusive clip from The Riveras we see Chiquis reveal that she actually never got to see her mom's body. 

"I don't go to the cemetery where my mom is laid to rest, which we all call Mama's Garden, very often," she says. "I guess because I didn't see her body to me she's everywhere."

Jenni and her oldest daughter weren't speaking at the time of her untimely death due to rumors that she was reportedly having an affair with Esteban Loaizawhich Chiquis has denied time and time again. The last song Rivera played at her performance in Monterrey was "Paloma Negra," which she dedicated to Chiquis and asked the audience to sing with her. 

"That really made me feel, 'wow, she was thinking about me," she says. 

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Check out what else she had to say in the clip above and watch the rest of the episode on NBC Universo, October 11 at 10 p.m.