On My Own?

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After my so-called date, I felt myself slipping into a state of lonely stagnation. There I was: a 31-year-old woman with no potential romance in sight, still moping over the Mr. G fiasco. I tried moving forward, planning events and working, but my thoughts returned to feelings of hopelessness.

Then I had a dream. I dreamed that two fish were swimming in a fountain alongside one another. My eyes snapped open and I knew what I had to do to regain faith and move past the bitterness that consumed me. So I grabbed my handy Blackberry and composed the following message.

“I don’t want to cut you out of my life. That’s what I always do when I have lost control and don’t know what to do in a situation. It’s a defense mechanism and it’s unhealthy. It’s my issue so I am turning it around with you. You haven’t hurt me. There have been disappointments but you haven’t hurt me. And that’s why I want you in my life no matter what happens between us.”

I reread the message and quickly typed in Mr. G’s email. I felt so much better. My bitterness evaporated and I felt fluid again, just like the two fish in the pond. I was ready to let go and just flow.

xoxo,

Sujeiry
www.lovemionline.com

 

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Sujeiry Gonzalez, Contributor

Sujeiry Gonzalez is the Host of LoveSujeiry on American Latino Radio on SiriusXM, and the owner of LoveSujeiry.com. The life coach and author of the newly released Dating RITE; Advice on Dating Woes from Your Go-to Chica and Love Trips: A Collection of Relationship Stumbles (2012) is an on-air talent that’s been featured on Exitos 93.9FM, Telemundo, FYI, and many more.

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